Not another SOB

P invited me to lunch to discuss a major business decision I have to make soon. We went to a coffee-house in Orchard Road. I'm not going to talk about the lunch because I couldn't remember the taste of anything now.

At first I talked about my plans, and he offered suggestions. He gave me many ideas. We were sipping tea after lunch when suddenly P looked very serious and said,"Jayne, I've fallen in love with you. I love you. I want you."

I put my cup of tea down and looked at him, no, stare at him. I can't believe my ears as he went on and on.

This man, was like an elder brother to me. His wife goes shopping with me and we have meals together regularly. And I tutored his two younger kids. What the Hell was he doing now?

I stood up and walked out of the coffee-house. I went straight home. To my room and cry.

I cry for his wife, who is a great lady. I would be very hurt if the husband I adore wants to f*** your friend and keep her in another home.

I don't look for trouble but trouble always looks for me. Is it wrong to be friendly with men? Whatever little belief I have in platonic relationships has diminished - now. Finish. kaput! Habis. It happens ever so often, to me.

The Fengshui Master says I 命带桃花 have a life fraught with affairs of the heart. sigh...... 没得救. He has no remedy for this. I just have to deal with it. And it happens, at least once or more a year.

I'm no beauty, just pleasant looking. A friend said I'm attractive. And I then learnt that attractive means at least one person wants to sleep with you. (roll my eyes) Oh, I'm flattered.

The Fengshui Master says I have killer-eyes. But my eyes are so small. Maybe they make me look humsup (lecherous? but that is a term for men).

I don't have many male-friends and those who are left, I have to keep a distance. Why do I want to have male friends? Because some women are so petty, jealous, scheming and bitchy, I prefer men who are more straightforward. They are easier to understand. oh ya, I thought so, look at what happened.

You guys think just because a woman is married, she would most willingly jump into another bed. And if a woman is confident of her body and open about sex topics, she is willing to have sex with any guy whom she's friemdly. Pui!

Go away, I'm in the mood for bashing men.