Regret arggghh!!!! Beware : R(A)

When the door of the lift opened, Ching pulled me along until we stopped in front of a door, then she shoved the room key in my right palm. "Enjoy yourself!" she said with a wink and turning towards Mark, told him to 'serve me well'. Then holding her mate's hand, she walked off and didn't even turn round no matter how many times I called her name.

Mark looked at me, a smile on his face, clearly amused. I could only manage a weak smile.

Then summoning up my courage, I told him,"I'm sorry. Ching is only joking. I have to go home."
"Are you serious? Joking? Let me help you open the door so we could talk inside?" Mark stretched out his right hand for the key. He leaned his left hand on the door next to my face, his handsome face was so near to mine. I was taking in his every breathe, and his breathing has quicken. I could smell the deadly lust.

The animal in me just want to draw his head towards me, suck the hell out of his luscious lips and ripped off all his clothes. This was the awaited scene of my numerous dreams.

My body had gone stiff. I pressed the key tightly in my palm and placed my hand behind my back. I could feel the key biting into my palm. And to my horror, I blurted "No! No! No! I'm really sorry. I can't do this. I have a baby son waiting at home for me. "

"Could we talk inside? There are people coming." There were some hotel guests returning to their room and they looked at us as they passed. I was so embarrassed. I hung my head low and covered my mouth with my left hand.

Suddenly Mark tried to pry the key from my right palm. I held on more tightly to the key. Mark pressed his body against mine. I had to use whatever strength that's left to push him away. This was getting too dangerous, Mark was misreading me as playing hard to get.

I had to spend another few minutes to convince Mark that I didn't need his service. He tried to assure me that we need not do anything but chat in the room. I wish I could do that! Chat! I couldn't guarantee that I would not turn into a werewolf once I'm in a hotel room with such a gorgeous guy. I could almost see myself ripping his clothes off and getting myself ravaged. OMG! What was I thinking? Beast!!

Finally Mark got the message. Shaking his head & with a sigh, he suddenly leaned forward to kiss me goodnight. Instinctively I pulled my head backwards and hit it on the door. Ouuuch! Wah! So painful and so embarrassed! Mark laughed at my awkwardness and asked if I'm ok, at the same time stroking my hair.

Before I changed my mind, I said a quick goodnight & tried to open the damn door with my key. I was fumbling and all this time Mark was leaning against the door frame, arms crossed, smiling. Jeezus! So cool, so handsome! Don't look! Don't look!

The door finally opened! I went in and slammed it shut. My face felt hot and I was breathing hard. Damn! Damn! Damn! I couldn't help banging my head on the walls! I just let the 'duck' flew away from within my grasp!!!

When I saw what naughty Ching had prepared, I groaned. She bought me a sexy black nightie, ordered a bottle of champagne, and some light snacks. The bed was strewn with rose petals and the room lit with tealights. It was an awful sleepless night for me ...........

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In loving memory of Ching who passed away in December 2006